the week after

I love what God showed me last week, but sometimes it's hard to endure the week after. I love being in those moments when I feel God's presence and His love, and it's so evident. I am captivated by it. It's indescribable. Then comes the week after, when I still want to have that passion burning in me but I don't know how to keep it. I want those warm fuzzies.
I was sitting here thinking about what God showed me last week and realized that this is when it begins. Right here where there is no one telling me inspirational things, right here when there is no worship band to usher me into God's presence. This time, when I don't necessarily feel very spiritual or passionate, is the moment that God wants me to enter into His presence. This is when it will have to be ALL about Him because I have nothing to gain. I probably won't get any warm fuzzies, and I know I'm not going to start preaching inspirational sermons to myself. So, this is when He will get the true, pure, authentic praise.